"Love -- any love -- reveals us in our nakedness, our misery, our vulnerability, our nothingness. "-Cesare Pavese
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Birthday: 11/27/1986
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Interests: Reading, Writing stories/poems/articles, Painting, My religion: Islam, My culture: Egypt, Travelling, Shopping, Visiting museums, Watching movies (not horror), Listening to all kinds of music (not country), Discussing current issues over lunch and coffee, Riding roller coasters and thrill rides, Taking long walks on the beach at sunrise, Riding horses in the Sahara desert at night, Lying down and looking at a star-filled sky until dawn...

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Thursday, July 28, 2005

I AM BACK. How do I feel? Well I have had a cold for a week, I slept 1 hour on the whole 21 hour trip, i have an awful headache, my bags need to be unpacked, and my bed is half full w/crap that i have to put away.
Goodbye sweet summer vacation.

I definetely changed after this summer, for the better. I matured, learned a lot bout myself and others, and I really think that's what summer is partially about. Sure I have crazy, wild fun (don't ask), but at the same time I like to know that I came out w/something useful. Now I"m going to college in 20 days and I'm nervous but I'm ready.

Hope you all had a good vacation.

*************EDIT******************

Is it possible to fall in love with someone trusting you and talking to u for 6 hours? And all the while, me knowing that in a few days I may never seem him again? Because if so, I must be an idiot.


Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Everything is going fine. I hope everyone's summers are great.

I was thinking about it, What is family? Is it really who you're related to by blood? Because there are so many evil relatives that don't help out their bloodkin. So, can one decide who is truly family? Who your mother and father are? Sure they are the ones who provided the egg cell and sperm to produce you. But is the egg cell and sperm enough to fulfill the definition of "mother" and "father"? What IS the definition of "mother" and "father"? I guess each person decides for themselves who they consider family. There can never be a set standard, because life has proven that not everyone can depend on their blood relatives to...well....to be their family.


Thursday, July 07, 2005

I have been exhausted, busy busy busy. Trying to take advantage of every moment there is in my summer you know? My throat is killing me and I haven't rested from my last beach trip. AND I'm going on another one tomorrow..still have to pack. I will be back Sunday night! A bunch of drama is goin on now, thank god i am not involved.

Always enjoy the moments you like while they last. That way you can remember every detail forever.

Take care everyone!


Sunday, July 03, 2005

Back from the beach trip. Way too exhausted to do anything...other than write this entry and go to bed. I..............

Didn't sleep much the whole time. Got an awesome tan. Took some sweetass pictures.

Saw way more jellyfish than I ever thought I would.

Went to an amazing Rave club and danced for four hours straight. Became so much closer to my family, especially my cousin.

Bought a Louis Vitton purse, Dolce Gabbanna sunglasses and they both match perfectly with each other.

More details in a decent entry tomorrow. Now my body is crying for sleep.


Monday, June 27, 2005

"What Is Love?"

Isn't this the universal question (other than "Why are we here")? Through relationships, experience, movies and song lyrics, one merely catches a glimpse of how subjective love is. Sure, all the signs seem to follow a pattern: always thinking of them, heart beating fast, nervousness, that feeling of your mind completely drunk on the thoughts and memories of their eyes, lips, smile....everything. But if that is love, then how do you separate it from infatuation, or just a really bad crush? Are the teenage romance stories we experience based on love, or merely hormone-driven, chemically inbalanced, pheremone-charged emotions. Can a human being truly fall in love many times, or is the heart capable of such intense feelings once in a lifetime? There are so many questions, and so many different answers that are all just theories. At the end, it depends on what you make of it. I guess you choose how you want to approach love in your life. My theory is, there is no definete solution. Because God decided humankind might try to figure out everything there is and explain it with science, except for love. That will remain life's mystery, forever and forever.



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